Your choice!

         The past few months for me have been times that really tried all that I have ever told you on this blog. Like really! I was left with no other choice than to be strong and to keep my head up high, be really brave and at the same time let all that I was going through teach me the lessons I needed to learn.
So many times I wished someone, definitely, not me would remind me of the diamond that I am and that all I was going through was just for a moment. There were times I felt I needed to disappear or probably not exist. There was pain and a lot of regrets. I thought I was a super woman already and i din't feel such again (laughs).
I'm at the point where I tell you that I made a choice proudly. I made a choice not to allow the hurt take over me. I decided to be soo strong even though every inner part of me was weak. I choice to shine through the pain and promise myself not to make such mistakes again. I decided to apply all that my heart break thought me like Sarah Jakes said. I learnt not to use my pain as an excuse or a dysfunction.
All am saying is that there would be hurt, disappointments, pain, regrets too sometimes. But whatever you decide to do with them determines how free you become in the midst of dealing with them. Make your pain serve you not otherwise. However it turns out though is your choice...