Not right now!

Do you feel like giving up? Do you feel that there are many obstacles already and that you've been crying a lot? Do you like how you feel every single day you wake up and just wish everything will be dull around you like your heart so you can at least be sure that's nothing is working?
         But just like the way you see that every morning, there has to be light from somewhere, you have to believe that you have a bright future. You have to believe that where you are right now is not where you will be in the next 10 years. Is it so hard to believe? I choose to answer my own question. I know it is! I really need you to start believing in yourself. Believe in what you say, what you do. I want you to be so sure that you are a great person going somewhere to happen. But this would not happen until you let some things go. The fear of not being wanted by anyone. You might think that no one recognizes you or that who cares? Do you know that someone, somewhere thinks about you? Someone likes something about you! Someone can't wait to see you. It really doesn't matter if it seems that way or not but you are special.
Get the fear of what people think out of your mind. What they think is not what or who you are. What you are is who you allow yourself to be. Do you allow yourself to be too emotional that people get to you easily, do you allow yourself to remain low- esteemed? I think it is time for someone to start believing, to start trusting. Because you are worth more than precious stones. Now is not the time to doubt or be downcast. No! Not right now.