Fix them one by one!

Today I had to take a failed course again for the first time and strangely it was awesome. This was one of the many consequences of the mistakes I have made in the past and up until today, I felt really terrible. All I could think of was how was it going to turn out? I, at a point kept on focusing on how much I had lost it that it blinded me to the solutions and the new dawn that I had.

But then mistakes could be fixed, depends on how much you want them fixed. I know that we have heard several times about the mistakes that people make that could destroy their lives forever but with me I do not think it is so. It doesn’t matter how late the change comes, we should be happy that it comes anyway. There is always a fresh start, a new dawn, a new beginning entirely and only if you would just grasp the change that is coming your way, you could re- write your story. Every bad story is made up either the wrong combinations of things or a collection of wrong ideas; it’s basically filled up with things that do not work. Take these things one at a time. If you try to gulp them in all at once, it will consume you.

It does not matter what you think you’ve lost, the truth is if you keep pondering on those things, the truth is you will be too distracted to know the exact time that your change has arrived. Like I always say, let go of the past and embrace the graceful future ahead of you even if it is a future of one day.

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Kryptonites...

       We all want to live beautiful lives. Ain't that right? Of course we all do want to live beautiful lives. But then whether we like it or not or whether we notice it or not, we do not just suddenly attract people, as a matter of fact, it is not YOU that makes you attractive but what makes YOU you! There are things that build us up and also things that bring us down. Now I do not know whether we know how it feels like to be deprived of our best desires and achievements we deserve because we have been naughty in our little or way large ways.
       The super hero we all fell in love with when we were kids (Superman) cos of his undying desire to save lives, his strength and super abilities had one weakness called kryptonite. Kryptonite is a material from the Superman mythos, specifically the ore form of a radioactive element from Superman's home planet of Krypton. If you can remember, you will recall that once Superman is in his super saving mode and he comes in contact with this thing, it immediately saps his strength and he can fight no more. The sad part is that at that moment, Superman is on the same level as his enemy he was fighting against and it could happen several times as far as Kryptonite wasn't destroyed. It came to my knowledge even that one could use it for a girl or a guy that is thier weakness. Well that's not the point.
       This is where I am headed. We could get soooo comfortable with our lives at some point to the extent that little things begin to sap our strength and for those who know God, begin to take you away from God. Until "kryptonites" in our lives are destroyed, every progress we think we make do not matter. It could be anger, hatred, lust, unforgiveness, jealousy, a girl or a guy maybe and on and on and on...You know these things that are not meant to be named with you...We might not realize how much they tell on us until its too late. I'm saying we all have kryptonites and its best if we identify them early and send them packing befor they destroy us..do this today!

The all about God syndrome!!!

        If you are like my "past me", then you are yet to experience your best days. You know some of us grew up to see Christianity as sooo boring and definitely something we wanted to have nothing to do with. Well I did not, I don't know about you. At this point, you could be soo satisfied with your usual everyday, normal life though sometimes it could be the other way round, if not most times. this is when you notice addictions, sorrows, disappointments, low self- esteem and every other thing you struggle with. Think about them...they make you feel horrible.
       But then, there is this one person that loves you too much even when you did not know he existed. Like your knowing even makes the difference cos' even though you know he exists, you still hang him on the shelf till probably when trouble knocks and you remember there is big and terrific God somewhere. This person is God...very indescribable I tell you..He's so big, so massive and at the same time so little that he lives inside even the tiniest baby in the world..so loving, so full of faith in you, he's got your back anythime..I really wish you desire to know this God cos' when I started, I realized that I do not even want to lose him. I love him and I want you to love him tooo.
      It all starts from you recognizing first that he is and confessing that you love him. Cos trust me, until you realize life is all about him, it will never makes sense to you; why somethings happen? how life works? When you love a being, your heart is encompassed with the very things that make that person, smiles, words, warmth..but you have to know and decide that no matter what, its going to be all about God..

Choice(2)

Our freedom lies in our refusal to be bound. God has made a provision for every void we’ve experienced and all harm we’ve survived.

Your choice!

         The past few months for me have been times that really tried all that I have ever told you on this blog. Like really! I was left with no other choice than to be strong and to keep my head up high, be really brave and at the same time let all that I was going through teach me the lessons I needed to learn.
So many times I wished someone, definitely, not me would remind me of the diamond that I am and that all I was going through was just for a moment. There were times I felt I needed to disappear or probably not exist. There was pain and a lot of regrets. I thought I was a super woman already and i din't feel such again (laughs).
I'm at the point where I tell you that I made a choice proudly. I made a choice not to allow the hurt take over me. I decided to be soo strong even though every inner part of me was weak. I choice to shine through the pain and promise myself not to make such mistakes again. I decided to apply all that my heart break thought me like Sarah Jakes said. I learnt not to use my pain as an excuse or a dysfunction.
All am saying is that there would be hurt, disappointments, pain, regrets too sometimes. But whatever you decide to do with them determines how free you become in the midst of dealing with them. Make your pain serve you not otherwise. However it turns out though is your choice...

Change from within!

You might feel at the moment that you are too broken to be fixed, too messed up to be cleaned. But I assure you that you are more beautiful still than you think! It doesn't matter whether you can see it...just believe it!